Because my mama is being scolded for something she's totally not wrong for. Just because i am closest to her in the family than other adults doesn't mean she can change my decision or responsible for my decisions. SO WHY THE FUCK IS SHE BEING SCOLDED? I believe it's because of the stupid asshole call i made last night to tell that i am still going bangkok. I don't know what makes you happier now. Me not going bangkok or you felt like you won. MAYBE BOTH! Everything i decide is none of Lynn, Ernest, Claudia and Kimberly's business. And if you keep calling them, the more i feel ashame and stupid. i am fucking annoyed now. I WANTED TO GO BANGKOK BADLY AND IT MAKES ME SO SAD. instead of like mummy telling me nicely and ask if its okay and ask me to change to other places, you did nothing but to tell me things that are not related and make me feel worst. i am fucking guilty now that they cannot go because of me or your phone call. i don't even see why this concern dagu too. AND I CAN'T EVEN THINK OF SOMETHING TO BLAME ON MAMA. AS IF SHE STRIKE IN BANGKOK! i am trying not to hate.
**no one should ask me anything about this. or change my mindset.**
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