M A D L Y

It's been like a joke to many people.
I, 22 years old, lao kok kok, still having chicken pox?
Yes. And my MC covers till my exam end.
Which means, i can't go for my exams.
As adults may need more than two weeks to recover from this illness, my doctor is afraid that I can't make it to the examination.
I haven't start studying cos the pain and fever is making me losing all the focus.
I just keep sleeping day and night.
Knowing that it won't just go away anytime soon, all I can do is endure.

Being sick means being really harsh.
My temper is already bad in the first place.
my little brother is really very very kind.
He is nine. He buys me food, makes me herbal drinks and apply medications for me.
He ensures that i sleep well, eat well and feels good.
He even knows some words of affirmations.
He will tell me that I don't have to worry because things will soon be okay.
While applying medications I told him my skin looks horrible and disgusting.
He then hold onto my hand and says,"you're still beautiful and it's not disgusting."

At times, my mom, Ken and I are really mad at him.
He's so hands on and hyper. He can't stay focus on studying.
He only likes to play and build stuffs.

But these days, my little brother is the only person who takes care of me 24/7.
He is only nine.
Seriously, I'm just the luckiest person on earth.

Thank you mom for brewing all the neccesary things for me.
Thank you Kenneth for all the heart felt texts.
Thank you weibin for making a trip down to help me.
Thank you J for travelling all the way and ensure I'm okay.
Thank you cousins for all the lovely encouargments.
Thank you peeps who asked for me to take care and rest well.

I want to get out so badly.
I miss going to work (esp ah pur's jokes and bullying mer)
I miss dating J.
I miss Ger and omelet but I can't meet them.
I miss laughing and studying with Minle and Yanbin.
I miss the crazy karaoke session with lovelies.
I miss all the freedom I use to have.

I really need to get better.