"It's not easy to be you, you know?"

Lovelies had a Halloween night.
We came to a conclusion that going out will be a hassle.
Everywhere will be crowded.
We sat in TB64 and had scary movies marathon.
Though, not a lot of us survived till dawn.


I wanted to be vampire betty boop.
this is betty for those who had no idea who this sexy is.



and i failed.
i think i looked too cute.
LOL.



Made the props myself and kind of proud of it.


Recently watched some movies.
Except for Killerelite, In time and Three musketeers were good.
I really wanna watch One Day! everybody is saying its damn good.


Had a deep conversation with Dad today.
I told him things that he and everyone else want to hear.
I felt that i no longer can tell people how i really really feel inside.
Because it is irritating.
I can pretend that it really doesn't get me.
I can really just laugh and make a joke out of myself in front of everyone.
We will have fun and we will giggle till everyone forgets their troubles.
But whenever i close my eyes at night, i see everything coming back.
Time will heal. I will not stay like this forever, right?
Pain is inevitable but not permanent.