Monday was Joey's birthday, Gilbert organized a BBQ for her.
Happy 18th Joey!
So last night was the final night and i still didn't get what i wanted.
Waking up this morning and erased every single thing i planned to do on the 27th of this month.
I can't figure out what i'm feeling anymore. I guess it's call empty?
For the very first time it felt this way. Everything to me its so meaningless now.
So lost, i don't even know what i wake up for. I know this is not the end of the world.
But certainly it's the end of mine.
I'm not being dramatic. I'm clear minded.
I know what I am going through. I know every part of me is falling.
But I'm gonna be okay.
Because I can't live like everyone around me owes me something.
And I won't be living this way.
Even I'm not okay I'm not gonna show it anymore.
I've made my decision.
I know how difficult it is if i choose to be like this.
But that's what i'm going to do.
Because no one can ever make me feel this way again.
Happy 18th Joey!
So last night was the final night and i still didn't get what i wanted.
Waking up this morning and erased every single thing i planned to do on the 27th of this month.
I can't figure out what i'm feeling anymore. I guess it's call empty?
For the very first time it felt this way. Everything to me its so meaningless now.
So lost, i don't even know what i wake up for. I know this is not the end of the world.
But certainly it's the end of mine.
I'm not being dramatic. I'm clear minded.
I know what I am going through. I know every part of me is falling.
But I'm gonna be okay.
Because I can't live like everyone around me owes me something.
And I won't be living this way.
Even I'm not okay I'm not gonna show it anymore.
I've made my decision.
I know how difficult it is if i choose to be like this.
But that's what i'm going to do.
Because no one can ever make me feel this way again.
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